Day 2 Tectatrys Slouched sofa, leather worn, we are both tired. We did our best to repair each other. Surreal Put a line of mourners out to dry and scrape up what is left behind with a silver, jewelled spatula. The drowning part of drowning gone A vein. A one way drag. A thing you run to find that other element. Some anklet,some collarbone velvet. Stood fishspined, moving your hands. An unsmall, an etiolation, a strawberry lace, an ache that ties bellybutton to stone. A what is wanted, squared and billionaired - Chocolate and Weltschmerz. A goddess submerged so all her limbs are shell and claspy purses, so they are a refinery, a special prising tool required, a rawness. Something expected of god, and because expected, not worth its own name - a kind word. A lottery stigmata, a living teddy from the claw machine.
The donkey of motherhood She wanted to visit the chapel, so full of the portraits of icons, a person couldn't fit in Hip height and upholstered Heehaw heehaw - the mountain path a little steep If she carried what little idea she had of prayer up here, what then? If she carried herself. And the donkey of motherhood, switch tailing the green horseflies of doubt stood patient in the village and the yellowbirds of future crashed through the cypress trees
The wrong order Or menu choices regretted It was grey meat mince wrapped in cabbage skin, jade green and uberboiled. It was like softpockets of organs stuffed back in the body ; there was a cream sauce peppergherkined strangely glow yellow grout white there was a bed of blood tomato jammy smeared There was a crown of bones with a little gristle blowtorched on which necessitated tilting the head owlike to bite into and one strip of tough flesh that needed the eater to rip hard with their canines and simultaneously rend in two with bare hands There was a shiny soup of shoe polish brown and in the ichor a white thing There was a pie as hot as mouthful of hell. There was the dulleye and dark silver of the unknown two day fish Not at all the same, but as painful in the moment and the memory- I ordered grapefruit sorbet when I might have had a lovely mountain of profiteroles
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